Peanut Butter.

It's really all I want. My husband made a pb&j sandwich a few days ago.... I almost killed him for it.
Peanut butter and flavored coffee creamer have been my strongest cravings. I miss them.
I have had a few mental battles over the last 9 days. Yes, I have been miserable. Yes, I AM HUNGRY. Well, not really hungry. Hungry for "real" food I guess. A cheeseburger, or some chips.
I have asked myself "is this worth it?" "do I want to be thinner that badly?"
Then I got on the scale.. not my official weigh in (that happens tomorrow) but off the record.. down 10 lbs in the first week. HOLY CRAP!!!!!!!!!
Okay... So I have convinced myself to at least stick it out until I reach the first goal we have set for me. 25 lbs. I'm half way there! Reaching that first goal would put me at 172 lbs. I have not seen that weight in 7 years.
After my weigh-in tomorrow,  I do plan on eating something I want to eat. Something small. I deserve it.

Lauren