Not feeling it today.

So, let me set the scene for you.
I had to move my weigh in to today, instead of tomorrow. Other stuff going on tomorrow...
Before I even leave for my appointment, I have a woman at work ask me if I am going to have another baby. My response was no. At this point I am giving her the benefit of the doubt, and am hoping that she just means, in general, am I having more. Then, she opens her mouth again. "It looks like you are having another.." To which I replied, "No, I'm just chubby."
I wanted to cry. My co worker graciously offered to kick her ass. Really, at that moment, I wasn't mad. I just felt like crying.
Fast forward to my weigh in. Down 1 lb. Only 1. I guess it's better than gaining, or staying put, but I was really hoping for a bigger number.
I mean, I paid $83 last week... to lose ONE POUND. UGH.

Now, I did have flavored coffee creamer two mornings in a row, and three pieces of bacon on Sunday. Could that have held me back? Can I really not cheat AT ALL. Even with the smallest thing? Oh hell.
I also started "The Pill" on Sunday. Maybe I am retaining water? I Google-d  it, and it seems unlikely.
So, I suppose my best option now is to chug water like a crazy person, in case I am retaining water, and not cheat at all. Nothing.

I really want need a glass of wine now, but of course, it's restricted. BLAH.

Lauren