I awoke this morning with anxiety. I know that starting something new shouldn't directly lead to the death of something old. In this case, however, it does. It needs to. I start Ideal Protein tomorrow. Today, I have this incredible urge to eat everything in sight, knowing that starting tomorrow, I can't have any of the things that made me fat over all of these years.
I want to run to Dunkin for a large butter pecan coffee with cream. Then Starbucks for a slice of berry crumb cake. (I wonder if they would just sell me the whole cake?) Then Bagels and Cakes for a bagel with garlic and chive cream cheese. Maybe Wegmans for some carrot cake and cookies. I could go on.
These were my first thoughts this morning. Do you suppose these thoughts are normal? Pathetic?
Today I need to plan and do some research. I need to go grocery shopping...and by lots of vegetables and salad. Man. This is going to be rough.
I. Can. Do. This.
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